look around
and see everything that is in front of you
everything that is behind you and everything that is surrounding you...
here is where i lay down my verbal confessions
my pain is temporary my heartbreak is enduring and seeming neverending
to this very day in this second i hate cowards i hate women who are insecure
i hate the woman who is not a woman but is still a little girl fighting to be a real woman
i hate the woman that blamed me for her insecurites i hate the woman that refused to be
honest with herself and blame me for her untruths.....i hate her i hate her i hate her
i hate when she lies i hate that i played puppet to her insecurities for eighteen years
i hate that i was blinded i hate being blind i hate that i hate i hate feeling this way
i hate feeling empty i hate feeling unheard i hate being unseen i hate that she can be allowed to live
and still be a coward. being a coward should be outlawed. she has played so many people and her deception will catch up to her her thieving and her lying her deliberate misconceptions......... and i hate those pencil thin eye brows that only loose women tend to keep
i hate her jealousy i hate..............
this is how i feel and i must express it any way i can
.......peace 06252004 112kst
